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SEPERTI BIASA —YANG DATANG PASTI AKAN PERGI

ASsalammualaikum n salam 1 malaysia
lama sudah saya tak bukak friensdter n update my blogs..my crappy blogs..haha. terlalu byk perubahan dalam my life since i went to nortern site of malaysia…

hikhmahnya banyak  walaupun byk disekelilingi dgn kesdihan..tapi takpe..itu semua good for my sahsiah..

saya tak pernah lupa JULY!every year ..since i registered myself @FS…i always greet people who celebrates their besday on this month..bside i deeply in love with people of JULY….CUME thn ni…ke’eageran’ saya agak kurang… i am too exhausted with the environment..

utk pengetahuan semua (if ader yg baca.:)) i already be at kl since early of the year 2009.. i was trapped in the box by myself.. dont ask y.. i t just happened… until got msg that my friends will delivered’soon…1 of my friend will getting married.. my ex are married..(sux!hahaha…y he can’t wait for me…adui)..no wonderla his friends keep msging me asking that im ok or not…bengong!! my skands…also married…ya allah mmg aku lost rupanya..im lost in my own world!!!!! suddenly i have to wake up.Thanks ALLAH to give me a wakeup call…too much differences even it just a year.. kite kene makin maju kan..bukan makin mondoooorrrr…

my laptop osak…so lama jugak ianya berada di alor staq..pity me..not only lost from my track..also lost from my world..haha.lama i lost from contacting my nyonyet’s friend…ihope they still love me as i always do…

i just getmy laptop from punk.he came to kl met me last week..but still cant repaired..tipula sentosa tu..so any of u want to repair ur laptop kat kedah..im not suggest u at all….buy the small 1..kalo tak i lost lagik…

im not feeling very well.. i just moved to other scool somewhere also in kl.meaning that i have 2 skool in a year.. but maybe this is for gud!insya-allah..rindu gak ngn student2 india kat sg besi..hahaha.in this new skoll we r using kapur to write..n im really bad on it.. i mc last week..i have gas yesterday..tepaksa…i cant breath at all.. if still x ok i shuld go to ampng puteri la…

bulan 7 nih..byk juga kenangan yg agak ok..n kenangan yg sangat tidak ok…yg pasti datang.. i came to my last skool n immediately have to transfer to other skool..becouse of demanding ..MJ passed out…frankly speaking, i was 1 of the trillion peoples who love his song..n style…i was raised n was lived with his song when i was child till now… abis sarung tangan my mum,we are using as sarung tangan ala- ala mj..haha..learn english by his song.. auwwww..hahah

then, we heard the pathetic new thats yasmin ahmad @z……..ahmad passed away.terkejut… tapi itula ajal maut…aL -FATIHAH…SHE/HE really genius.. n when we think about that, org2 yang pergi nih..mmg such a diligent and genius in their world… mcm arwah..P.RAMLEE…,SUDIRMAN,HANI MOHSEIN, SEHA..IF THEY STILL ALIVE MESTI byk improvent n lots of changes rite…

smoga MALAYSIA tidak mengharam kan benda yang HALAL dan MENGHALALKAN benda yang HARAM…

today is 31st July 2009… yesterday is 30th JULY2009nad the day before yesterday was 29 /7/09…. on 10.am+_ i received kol frm ina telling me that NOZI cnet our junior passed away..im deadly shocking!!again…ya Allah..i just view her fb this week..last time i  met her at kl masa die nk kawin ngn husbandnya…u can refer harian metro 30/7/09…i had the pics..u want the pic u can msg me..i think i shuldnt view here in respecting of her soul..just delivered baby…n there must be a reason n GOD knows well…Al- fatihah

dahulu, i cant accept news involving death…..namun,sjak perginye arwah i learnt new things again..thn ini saja,,pakcik saya meningal..sudah ajal kan..

tp saya percaya, sentiasa percaya…yang datang mmg pasti akan pergi cume kiter sendiri tak tahu bile…dont ask when…should prepared urself..:)

seperti biasa july datang lagi…kali ni saya publish kan tribute ini pada akhir july.. sperti biasa yng kyrie kata… hero tamil selalu dtg akhir…good girl will turn last…

hanya yang mampu..clbrate ur besdy with amal n kegembiraan yang buleh shares with peoples who loves u…

sperti biasa..bln 7 ..i wish to all my friends who celebrates besday on this month…amat,amal cheras,fayg…sapa lagi?sapa2la,,,

n very speacial tu u my dear friends…sama ada jauh atau dekat u always be with me…

31/july/09

-chie..nk tket free teater..buleh aku kasi komen..hahahah

-raja faraa diana- beb..u must be happy now…dont forget to invite me k!kawan satu kg nih…haha

- shafarina ismail@ farin… i heard u just delivered bb…i went to malaca last 2 weeks…buang masa jln2..tak smpat nk msg ko…

-leza- love u leza..u know that…

- arwahyarhmamah nur khairiah singka…May ALLAH bless u..n alfatihah kepada rohnye…amin. sometimes i cant deny that i missing u.. but this is life…

yang datang pasti akan pergi kan….

kyrie husni has spoken

al-fatihah ..n this is really tribute to u my everdearest bestfriend.. allahyarhammah NURKHAIRIAH SINGKA..

KHAIRIAH – Beerti kebaikan,gemar melibatkan diri dalam aktiviti –aktiviti social dan kebajikan.Lemah – lembut dan berbudi bahasa.Bersedia mendengar dan bijak menyelesaikan masalah orang lain.

 

Kenapa dengan Khairiah?kerana Khairiah, seorang budak perempuan berkacamata yang sedang berdiri menegur seorang budak perempuan yang sedang duduk tanpa melihat  wajah orang yang ditegur itu kerana si duduk sedang membelakangi si berdiri…” Eyh,nama awak khairiah?nama kita sama” lalu si duduk memusingkan kepala kearah si berdiri dan tersenyum dan sejak itu mereka berkawan sehinggalah pada saat ini.it was  9 thn 3 bln yang lepas. Dan Yang berdiri itu ialah saya…khairiah husni Othman…dan yang duduk itu ialah my besteverdearest friend…arwah NURKHAIRIAH SINGKA…

U can read from her blog about this thing….nursingka.blogdrive.com/

Dan kerana itu juga, esoknya muka kami berdua keluar paper NST pasal masuk MFI…tapi bukan pasal YBK yer..:)

 

I shuldnt write this…but, I cant stand to share all the memories that we gained together…starting that time…kami mula ber3 ..saya,amie, dan arwah..kemudian,puteri..utk..student2 MFI..batch 1999 -2002 mmg taula…kewujudan kami nih…among 4 of us, saya yang paling rapat dengan arwah…we shared our story together…sadness,semua ada…selain itu,kami selalu bincang tentang faith n ketuhanan.selalu kami bincang tentang agama…saya dan arwah dah mcm adik beradik..kami sangat rapat…terlalu rapat..semua family kenal antra satu sama lain.malah, family saya pun terasa kehilangannya.family saya pun dah pergi ke tawau.since saya tau arwah meninggal,I cant keeping weeping n crying till now.saya tau,tak elok utk saya menangis…Cuma saya mmg terkilan.amat sangat,sbb mlm raya tu arwah smsed me.saying that ader story nk citer…but sbb terlalu sibuk, I dragged the time..masa waktu arwah kemalangan,saya asik teringatkannya tetapi sbb terlalu letih I talked to myself that I will kol her once I reach perlis..nanti buleh lama cerita…tapi…semua tu takde..bile pagi esoknya…JJ(BF Arwah kol me)…

 

Even jauh,smnajung dan sabah, we kontak each other every 2-3 days..plg lama pun seminggu..setiap mlm kami akan sms each other,” so pe citer arini babe?”..people mmg akan pelik tgk this relationship…we had same instinct..selalu rasa ape yang  sana rasa.kami sangat rapat….last kami talked on the phone..dari pkl 10mlm till 4 pagi..now im at perlis at she at kk…ader dlm borak tu, arwah ader ckp..yang arwah berlawak..:) tak mo saya kawin ngn orang jauh n duk jauh dr kl, sbb nanti dtg kl susah….n melarat sampai kata nanti mesti die meninggal dulu.i said no…I will go 1^st, sbb saya selalu sakit. N citer kawinla..sbb insya-allah arwah will getting married next year with beloved JJ..tapi Allah lagik mengetahui segalanya…even she said,kalo dah kawin pun maybe die akan pegi dulu..rupanya mmg betul..mlm tu, kami rekol aper yang berlaku past 4 years after grad..bangi,UK,Melaka,KK,Kg JJ yang selalu arwah pergi…archivements…n macam…sampai nk terhenti cause nk bersahur…arwah sempat ckp ngn saya dat I have to believe in myself…

 

Looking back our friendship.sometimes kami buleh merajuk sesame sendiri…cakap kuat2 n kemudian akan baik balik..friendship tak mengira bangsa,keturunan, awak siapa,asal mana,kerjaya..she’s like my sister.to me…90% of our life story we shared together…kami mmg terlalu rapat..even password masing-masing pun kami penah tukar..she’s very kind.kalo kawan2 yang lain terasa kehilangannya, nikan pulak saya yang sangat rapat…malah,tet n amie pun terasa sangat2..JJ n family lagikla terasa.Saya tumpang simpati dan tahziah utk JJ sekeluarga,,semoga mereka juga tabah menghadapi dugaan ini.

Kalo arwah borak n jumper saya , dulu kawan lama,aboy mesti terasa…JJ pun apatah lagi…. During that conversation, mcm2 kami cerita…we r fulls of dream…impian utk buat gathering 10 years friendship…nampaknya mungkin tidak menjadi spt aper yg kami plan.g umrah n explore GREAT BRITAIN next year tak menjadi juga.. sure im gonna miss her badly… too much things that I rely to her…even bende sekecil2 pun I will kol her because she knows me better than any1 else…even now,im starting to miss her…

 

2003-2005, arwah was at soton,uk,,,,we still kontak each other…I knew b4 that kami ader merajuk sesame sendiri..but it is friendship..give n take,,,..

Arwah mmg baik…smua yang knal..mmg akan kata arwah mmg baik..yesterday masa I talked her ayah arwah (Pakcik Singka) he also said nur mmg baik..sangat baik..

Tribute saya untuk arwah nur ..mudah nk kenal ngn orang,mudah baik dengan orang, helpful,gorgeous..bijak..ciri –ciri tu mmg ada kat makna nama mcm kat atas…bygkan dengan mudah she can be friend with SN…N kawan2 virtual.Dlm plan utk 10 friendship tu,arwah ade usik nk suh buat mcm SN buat buku frame gambar..sbb masa arwah dtg kl 2007 kami ader mlawat gallery SN.Semua tinggal kenangan..

 

Last kami jumper,masa amie n al kawin..kami2 la yang jadi saksi utk cinta kawan kami nih…arwah dtg all the way from sabah…nanti mesti sedih bile tgk video kawin amie…sbb dalm tu ada kyrie ngn nur wish sama2..she always there for me…when I was operated apendiks pun arwah dtg kl…ya allah ya tuhanku….terima kasih kerana meminjamkan aku kawan yang sebaik ini…hmm…aku redha dengan ketentuan Allah

 

since mlm tadi saya tak tido..it hard for me to lose some1 that I loved so much..bf datang dan pergi tetapi relation kami dengan arwah tetap ada masa2 I need her around even 2 or 3 am..even di soton, Uk..di tawau sabah, atau di kk .kalo saya takde kursus,mmg saya dah catch fly to sabah.tapi mmg kesuntukkan masa.i have to make used with this…arwah  dah takde…,saya kna belajar utk terima hakikat ni..Allah mmg sayang pada hambanya yang berbakat,baik,bagus..taat pada Allah…Terima kasih kepada dzulfhian aliska yang membantu kami sampai cari info di hospital Papar. Thanks so much for kawan2 yang smsed me,comforting n calming me..radin mas ayu sampai call dr uk…i have to redha n now I know…like arwah always said..ADA HIKMAH DI SEBALIK KEJADIAN..jadi aper saja yg sebelum ni kami slalu fikirkan..slalu cerita ,mungkin inila jawapannya… n hargailah orang sekeliling kita,,,jika sekiranya anda teringat seseorang tu, walaupun jauh,,plz do contact, call atau sms..jangan jadi terkilan macam saya..shld grab all the opportunity..masa takkan kembali.

 

For those who read…seribu kemaafan sekiranya terdapat sebarang kesalahan yang telah arwah terbuat samaada sedar atau tidak.halalkan makan minumnya,,,halalkan segalanya..jika arwah ada terhutang bolehla hubungi kami…sedekahkanlah Alfatihah,dan semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang beriman…Amin

 

Ikhlas dari..khairiah husni Othman,Tunku Putri Nadia,Noor Hamisah,n JJ sekeluarga

 

p/s:- u all boleh tgk gambar masa amie+al kawin..betapa seronoknya..AJAL,MAUT,tak bgtau bile nk dtang….terlalu byk gambar yang nk shared tp saya tak sanggup nk letak J..al fatihah..insya-allah,cukup duit nanti..kami semua akan ziarah pusara nur..

 

ive tried to upload the pics kat ketaayah.fotopages….tapi ..

 

http://ketaayah.fotopages.com

http://khairiah.fotopages.com

http://nursingka.blogdrive.com/

DETESTe

i hate for being me when im in blues.i hate people who r not determine to get something that they know they can get the ‘thing’ Bcox its already infront of them and the just let the time run for it.y?the chances ,the window is open for u..

so much loves and hates….

so much hates to reveals out..not fussy but irritated with the ‘things’ that annoying me when im facing with that

1) deteste when see ‘tanda harga’ kat tapak kasut.. oh MY GOD! plzla.. plz cabut tande harga tu..menyampah giler wey!berpinau mata..

2) deteste when have to ironning..hahaha..sbb my teratak opah’s rule.. mengosok adelah man’s work..because they are not intense to do other than that work…yeah..still.

3) deteste to read story book…inikan plak buku study!!kahkaha..what to do..life is a learning process..

4) deteste when i have to againts myself!! that’s the thing yg aku takle setel dr dulu… how to solve it?i dont want to do something taht i dont like..even i refused for so many time but have to faced it!y?hurt!

5)deteste curry.plz God i hate curry.

6)deteste people who like to underestimate other people.u think ur good enuff?

7)deteste keje yg aku buat skang nih.. even gaji alhamdulillah.jiwa is not there.i dont like to come to work just having fun with IT.maybe becouse im more to the praktikal person.PLZ ALMIGHTY..

8)deteste people who like to make a fools of other people not matter invoving heart feeling or not.dont u dare to do that..dont u eva feel sory if its not from ur deepest hard feeling.people dont look at ur empathy.

9) deteste FAKER!get rid of my life! PLZ ALMIGHTY ALLAH…let these kind of peoples blah from  my life,gone with wind and fly peaceful.enuf..nice to knue u but u just a season that i have to wipe out from my life.plz go…find people who relates to u compared to the people who so naive like me.y u have to go and c some1 like me?im not messing u.u the 1 who mess every1’s life..im not chasing u..u d 1 who chase after me..its dat counted as my fault?

9) deteste driving..yeah i’m.wat eva

10) deteste indon’s freak..sorry..im not into indon’s sinetron ..n inikan plak lagu…support ur local scene!!tp kalo tiket free - pigi gak..enjoice the music

11)deteste people who keep asking me the crap questions that i cant answered.it all UP there!ITS already written..MY LORD did it well.HE choose the BEST FOR every1.keep praying n keep gaining ,i guess..hehe.i believe that & believe the faith.

11)deteste CRYING!it shows me how failed i’m. abort the ‘hati kering’ or wat eva..its not being daredevil as long as  u know wat ur doin’.that’s the last thing i will do..believed me..i hate crying.i hate sobbing and for sure i hate sober.

and again..im hate myself when im in blues…ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. ramadhan kali nih cpat btul masanye.. alhamdulillah…

cuma.. my bad cough dtg balik n till now since a month ago tak sembuh2 lagik…minggu ke2 ramadhan my phone lost!i lost all the contact numbers..i lost all the importnt memories..and i lost the phone.even its cap ayam phone but i love it so much..duit dr keje hiestand tu!minggu ke 4 (which is yesterday),d 1 & only my sis that i have admitted at ampang puteri! yeah once again..ramadhan n syawal mngajar saya erti aper itu ISLAM. i Know n i believed that.He choose the BEST FOR U! and for me…slow n steady win the race..its not late at all…it just a beginning of my life.maybe a bit late for some people but atleast its moving. yeah its not late at all.becouse im just started..Im just started and walk on my own pathway.

CONTINUING LOVE..

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all o ther relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

-sometimes i also asking myself.. y i have to go n meet some1 like u?y u have to go n meet some1 like me.. u came.. then left it with or without reason..or wat purpose u came if the answer is to be hurt.-sake of dying…as much more deeper as much more hurt u can feel that.now i understand…

bydway toda.. can we also assume dis as ‘mgisi masa lapang’ for a season?

i dedicated this to all my friends..Thank you for being a part of my life,whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.i really mean it.. especially YOU..

RITUAL JULY BESDAY BASH!!

slamat hari tua 4 those who clb8 their
besday on THis BELOVED month!!!!
as usual.. me will wish all of u who will become tue n kerepot ..slamat hari jadi,bonne annivarsaire n happy besday to u :).

> 4th
> *huda/kemal/ bomoh!
bside my late ‘pakwe’ also passed away on this date..al fathihaH      

:(.smoga berada diklangan org yg beriman.amin!!

> 5th..*nana ka2

> 13th *fajriyah

> 14th *chacha

> 17th *grimlock

> who else? - up coming AIDIL…late
> 20th ’s if im not mistaken..

> 310707
happy besday to…
> *saleza- take care for ur bb
> *raja faraa diana- wey biler nk blanja aku nih?
> *farin_SMC- biler nk blanja aku gak?
> *Chie…- soalan masih sama sepeti di atas..hahaha.

> 310707
> tO MY EVERDEAREST
friend/clique/mate/sis/wat else u..
> KHAIRIAH SINGKA..
- slamat becoming besday.really happy for clbrtg besday on advanced wif u YESTERDAY wif the Real4.u know WE love
u :).ader rezeki ke sabah kita next year.(dis year ndak dpt bah..unless ko follow aku g swak,mau?)

> Kepada semua di atas ..slamt meningkat umurnyer.wish all of u have a nice year,get rid of mad person n be young
> always like moi!!
CHEERS!!

to the rest who also clbrt their besday this month but didnt mentiond here..happy besday too..

P/S: RajaFaraaDiana..its sweet too.tq n UR most WELCOMED!HAHAHA..

TRIBUTE…To…

can i kol dis as tribute?..

wat is tribute? - is something that u give( in dis case..mizk,who is me )give or say to express praise ,Thanks,admiration or affection…so that 1 thing that TRIBUTE to another when its a sign of how good it is..

Im not good in word,im not good in expression ..takes time for me to express something that i really2 want to share.but i have to tell dis , i have to confess this feeling that i really happy and thanks to my ALMIGHTY ALLAH to give me such a wonderful friends..n they r wonderful and bionic woman too..haha..

from the outer side,every1 will keep asking,keep confusing how come 4 peoples with differ style, with differ perangai can b such a good friendz in need n in deed.. yes believe me..we r wat we r..neva think about others..just us..some1 who looks so extreme+some1 who looks ‘SO’ so-so la…natural?+some1 who looks so HYPER&aggresive?+some1 looks so gentle..

we know we neva bother about others..n sometimes it hurts when peops keep talk behind.. but wat else we can do?there so much things in dis world that we have to figured out.There are long journey that we have to going thru….which path u will choose?no matter wat u r/no matter wat u will be/no matter who u will married too/n we always said to each other that we will be glad if we will meet our soulmate that also can befriend with dis freaky friendship becouse afraiding that friendship willbe lost ..:).(been thru dis experienced,,thanks GOD..u met much more gentleman,girl!).we will be a good friend 4 eva. hope it will foreva.even… people did betting to c how long dis freaky frienndship will b last? susah juge to keep it sustain..hehe.bgs jugak biler friendship itu berkembang dr 2 org -3-6 org etc.

admitted,we neva in fight…no harm,kecik ati?so-so maybe… n we did tell each others about that if we did…but because these 4 peops got high volume n high pitch so that they neva know if 1 of us got any hard feeling towards each others if they didnt tell..because every1 being so honest.neva hiding the feelings.wey aku kecik ati ngn ko tau!!hehehe…i really miss u girls..we also can tegur direct too..

how we can be so close apart? r we have sooo much good in common? r we have a good magnetic in YingYang zone?or r we have an ideal horoscope towards each others? - yeah… we have ’soo’ much good in commons but in different ways..in every1 style act.

not every1 of us have same interesting except -mengenakan org…kana,piong…hehe.. yeah.. we have differents hobbies.. oh my god. now i noticed.outdoor n camping, only tet & 1 did that…when time for taekwondo..only me & amie did that, when time DR.Z…. only me & noma will escaped the class and let amie to jot down all the notes.hahaha..we shared.yup we shared.sooner or later..the unknown sure will reveal… looking back YESTERDAY.. make us realized that its been 8 years for us to know each others..shared the memories..love n hate..breakup?depressed?hurt?happiness?sadness?or even death?

when riding in a car together.. looking each others.. dr sebusuk2nyer.. dr dulu yg sorg nih sibuk dengan NIKE x abis2..yg sorang tak abis2 dengan bangle silver, yg sorang tak abis2 dengan tudung la.. n yg sorang tu mengikut jerla.. maklumla kak long.. really aspired!its too early, i knew that..there r so much achievement we have to excell but for the time being we SHOULD proud with ourself for being the real us.THE TRUTH.

i still feel happy for yesterday when 4 of us gathered like hell..hehe..btul2 tak keje..and thank GOD… wkt semua org bz keje .. kiter bz buat keje lain.. n i just wanna shared this happy feeling.kebetulan…tet+amie+noma.. tq for being such a good friend to me..i know im an out loud notty girl..its just me :p.

so all the best 2 all of u no matter where u r.. just enjoy ur life..neva bother about others if Others hanye menyesakkan…:). we happy for wat u choose..as long as u happy to do that ..n im really happy because i shared my Jenny wif u..HOPE Jenny THE Red happy wif u too.. :).

R.E.D.H.A- Rahsia kurniaan ALLAH

qada & qadar yg ditentukan telah di tulish oleh ALLah di loh mahfuz..tiada sesaper yg mampu mngubahnya Kecuali dgn iziN ALLAH!apabila pemahaman ni ujud dlm pemikiran kite,maka segala penyesalan,segala tekanan dan rasa kurang diri akan hilang krn ALLAH tu maha mengetahui n berkuasa dalam segalanye…

dlm sebuah hadis dinyatakan bhw KETENTUAN ALLAH itu tidak boleh diubah kecuali dengan DOA.DOA = PERMOHONAN hamba kepada ALLAH swt.Allah menyuruh setiap manusia berdoa kepadanya.ALLAH memberi janji yg ia akan memperkenankan setiap doa.kiter mmg takut berdoa..takut tak dimakbulkan..takut menjadi songsang..terlalu byk nk diuraikan…takut tak reda..tapi..kiter kena keep berdoa!

samada doa itu makbul cepat @ lambat…samada diberi di dunia @ di akhirat..kemakbulan doa itu bergantung juga kpd ‘keakrban’ pendoa dengan ALLAH.smkin akrab,makin mudahlah doa itu diperkenankan kepada ALLAH. doa aku?akrab ker aku?

sometimes ALLAH turunkan qada n qadar kpd seseorang tu merupakan BALA..kematian org yg dikasihi,fakir,penyakit..like 1 keratan did i baca…SESUNGUHNYA malaikat JIBRIL tu tugasnya utk menunaikan hajat manusia..bila org kafir berdoa,mohon pada ALLAH..ALLAH perintahkan supaya malaikat JIBRIL SEGERA tunaikan hajatnyer krn Allah xmau /benci mendengar rintihan nyer.. tu sbb kiter slalu wonder.Y org kafir nih.. mewahjer idopnye..snng jer jln idopnyer.flow idup takde masalahpun..

tapi apabile org yg beriman memohon kpd ALLAH,mrintih penyakit yg dihidapi,masalah yg di hadapi dan sbgnye..ALLAH SWT memerintahkan malaikat JIBRil agar menahan JGN diberi apa yg dipohon,jgn dilaksankan apa yg dirintih..kerana ALLAH TAALA sgt rindu utk mendengar segla doa @rintihan yg ikhlas dan sepenuh hati..dlm waktu ni..redha ,tawakal,ikhlas,IMAN penting utk menguatkan lagi ketakwaan hamba kepada Allah supaya hatinyer kekal/tetap.

if rintihan tu diberi,penyakit diubati,fakir mjadi kaya,hamba akan cpat melupakan penciptanyer..lupakan TUHANnya.N apabila tiba waktunyer sudah tentu ALLAH akan memakbulkan doa-doa itu/permohonan itu dlm keadaan takwa dan akhirnyer insya-allah trus ke syurga Allah..

SESunguhnye Allah swt mahukan setiap hamba itu ader RASE REDHA..(REDHAke aku?-msh lagik mencari keredhaan mu ya ALLAH)apabila sesuatu QADA & QADAR itu berlaku pada seseorg..mungkin apa yg kite tak sukai itu sbnarnyer lebih baik..namun RAHSIA qada & qadar tu mmg tak mudah difahami oleh manusia.setiap qada&qadar itu mpunyai rahsia yg tersendiri..

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still searching for keredhaan&keberkatan ALLAH

REDHA IBU BAPA,REDHA ALLAH!!

How to SAVE ur life?

welcome to 3003.welcome to the nu steps that u looking forward too.hmm.. lifes much more challenging now.just face it!feel differ when the age turns up…hehe.byk nyer aim,target n c how the planning will goin’ tru.. how u want to survive?how u want save ur life?u cant run from it..C.past 2 months my ayahanda got his love from almighty ALLAH.b4 this happnd to him,i did read about 1 case..similar with his case.. how u want to save ur life.. in 1 phase,while ur still in good living ur breathing suddenly stoppng and at that time ur mind or ur heart will control ur guts.which 1 u should follow?

if u wanna live.. u have to fight for it!ur mindcontrol, ur mental strength.. if not… it will slowly flowing down n down n down….n death…that happend to him.. n he chosed to life.. here he is..still with us..thanks ALLAH. mcm jugak my old kluang friend had told me about his friend who coma after accident.. masa coma he dreamed about 1 chaya that he should follow to wake up or he afraid to face it..2 bln koma..finally dat guy bgn sedar diri.. insap? hanyer org yg tertentu je dpt rase bende 2 camni.. case yg kyrie baca tu.. lemas kat pulau..n takut to face up sbb takde keberanian in his life.. but then actually everything about psycology..either u brave enuff or u just want to chicken out.

i still wanna life..n im chosed to idop since i was in my mummy’s womb eventhou i was deliverd after 9 months and almost 10 weeks.im not degil..:). it must be hard for my mummy who deliverd me ..terpaksa used forsep lak tu..ms prgnt stay @hospital.msk air..o mai GOD.BCOX OF i did promised to ‘HIM’ that i will be nicer to every1..HE give me an air to breath in &out n He gives me an good opportunity to enjoy my life.so here im now.. n i should save n survive my life in wat eva happn.

so just let HIM know that u know best,cause after all u do know best. just dont eva forget n fed up to pray to ALLAH.. he hears You.trust me…thankz ALLAH kyrie husni still alive!

merci beaucoup pour le annivarsaire texte,adiah.happy for that friends

w.h.o knew?

I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yah huh that’s right

If someone said three years from now
You’d be long gone
I’d stand up and punch them out
‘Cause they’re all wrong
I know better
‘Cause you said forever
And ever… who knew?

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
I wish I could, still call you friend
I’d give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
‘Fore they’re long gone
I guess I just didn’t know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever… who knew?

I’ll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won’t forget you my friend
What happened?

~saya x buleh tido ini malam~