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cukup sabarkah anda selama ini? cukup tabahkah anda selama ini?masih kuat lagi ker semangat anda seperti azam awal tahun? I neva imagined that i will be in this situation… really.. yearlah quite surprising when i do tell people who am i right now.. is it weird? am i peculiar girl? i dont know..
for past few months i neva discover myself dat i will BE as tough as now.people know me as joyful and playful girl N quite strict at times..yes im still.. just i quite surprising dat im become more patience.. yeah .. maybe ALLAH suits me with this job to build my kesabaran.. n i neva knw dat i have full of 360 degree’s patience.hmm…sabar separuh dr iman.. sabarnye aku..hehe..yeah sabar. keje ngn kilang, keje ngn contarctor pun tak sama rasanyer..
Biler berada si salah sebuah kolej *tut* di KL.. it reminds me of My oldies Uni.. serious $h*t i miss this old college.. i miss my old memories..miss my old friends,foes..haha..miss my kedai kuning so much.. CC BOB!! ARGHHHH.. MISS dat pasar malam.. miss my cd cetak rompak ’s suppliers.. oh my GOD.. help me!!! i wish to go there ..mesti.. im so happy that time..
gazing at the mirror …looking at them ..now i understand how big this responsibility is put on ‘mymind’…how about my shoulders?yeah,it is. how i control myself to interact and be front with them.. i always remember one of my best lecturers told us.. ‘GUYS… U HAVE TO RESPECT YOUR STUDY’S PLACE..no matter di mana…. no matter who u r.. no matter u bercouple ker, tak ker.. but the important thing is U HAVE TO RESPECT YOUR STUDY’S PLACE.baru ader berkat..there’s alot of respects.what kind of respects? tanyer diri sendiri..mungkin sebab kekunoan aku tu.. hampeh2 aku pun ‘otak’ aku yg beribu2 neutron nih masih berfungsi dgn elok lagik…alhamdulillah..
so sadly to c kemunduran org melayu yang semakin mundur.. terbelakang nyer kaum yg aku wakilkan biler aku fills the forms even melayu bukannya aku…for sure bumiputerala aku.
MMg mendap dan ketinggalanlah jika masih di perap itu.dan biler mula menerima sesuatu perubahan .. dont be too overjoyed or overshocked sampai ‘cultureshock’..pedihnyer mata melihat satu bende suci yg tibe2 kusam,busuk dan kusut menyemakkan mata..berpadala..mencube?mmg patut.. sbb idup skali.. tp jgn overshadow and overexposed mcm takde org lagik gempak dr kamu.. aper la yg gempaknyer kalo cukup berfashion,cukup berstylist even beli dr PS(yg penting cantik),dengan rambut bertempek perang (nk colour rambut pegila jumpa hairstylist yg recommended) TETAPI…belajar pun tunggang langgang..baca,faham,tulis,cakap ENGLISH satu bende pun taktahu..kalo betul nk apply modern style..be frank dgn semua..MAHATHIR KATA MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..TEPUK DADA SAMPAI MATI..JAWAPAN TETAP KAT KAMU..:).
