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iTs August!!! August!! a month that full with desire…fhew!! exhausted of mopping around seems like putus cinter..hurt right?!dont want to feel it anymore.neva.hehe..enuff..24-7 like roller coster…wat2do.. i was born make u happy..so i have 2be honest seeking my faith…saya perlu jujur.its AUGUST again…it was 10 years ago.. lamanyer..6 chicky girls - aku+akmal(now mum wif a son)+farin+toda+haza+elly(pun dah kawin!)+haza- all d smckl frewnd so pissed of with this month.we promised not to make any ‘BIG or occation day’ on august..sbb TOYA’s besday!! haha..bengong..at that time everything was disaster bcause its AUGUST!!everything went ruined n badly..mcm cursed..n awful!!haha.. lawak giler..mis zmn buruk itu. but PROMISE JUS PROMISE.
AUGUST 2000 dtg lagik..n it was 20 AUGUST!..hehe :).i broke the promised!i maked a ‘good’ occasion..it was good..really good.fun..enjoy n happy..i was really happy that time..really happy..n ajal maut di tgn tuhan.thanks for the happiness n the moment.im redha with it!
AUGUST 2002 - MESS WIF SOMETHING yg tertiber menyesakkan!! sorry sir! i dont understand at all aper yg u taught us!but Sir the way u chased me like im very spoil 1..stop chasing me.. im a ddecated student.tensen tau!HOPE aku xjadi cikgu macamnih..this is malaysia k,its NOT IRAQ!!wif coincident im not reveal up the story but it just trackbacks..takde kaitan ngn yg idop ngn mati..the power of4 started to ‘pecah’..so messkan?!so sedihkan..but thats a life.we’ve been closed started 1999 when we just stepd in to the ‘bangi’ and the moments so jln mcm tu jer..our senior had betting yg dis ‘freakyfrendwifdffntprsnlty’ cant make any longer frend.thanks ALLAH till nw!
AUGUST2003- trying to b happy again..eventhough it was.then u flew away.as wat i told u ,i felt released after u quit!seems all the burden was harshing out of my head.but u really my dear friend .myeverdearesTfreind n i cant compared IT with ANYONEelse.ANYONE!.nice to know u NKS… I Kneew u felt same way too..im nt send u to the airport not bcose im mean but its better for us.H.U.R.T!
AUGUST2004- ITS summer..happiness bring us to life eventhou pehal plak tertibe aku kna campak ngn group yg menakutkan nih!! i have to mingle with them becouse im d 1 who left!!arghhhh.. satu malam xleh tido..nana!!i’m scared!!the bond become stronger!thanks..and a year passby..making more stronger.
AUGUST2005- got my scroll n started to lepak.i want to lepak!yes.sakitpalaxphm!lepak dgn membuat duit.a year past by?am i still the same person?still want to figure out who the ‘devious’ KHO? y she so inlovewif princessnirvana?is she still hypervexatious like 6years ago? pour moi, im still same person..still tyring to figure out about me,myself evn i knew im freacky weirdo!but it make me lookso sweeto!!hehe.i hv imgnefrends while i was child! i have strong ‘qarin’.im the 1 who sometims not very stable in emotion especially when people do judging n insulting.dont care eventhou its not pointed at me..but im so DEFENCES!
I HATE people who underestimated. i hate people who miscourage, always look down on people n always thinks he/she always the correct 1 evnthou its not!i hate people who ade’ soBIG’ hasad dengki!i cant stand that.Iknw i was the victim n if u r so .plz get rid of me!!getlost!
BYDWAY AUGUST is not BAD n CRUEL at all!! it just the way u appreciated it! biasala sometimes happy sometims not! nama pun idop?!but it was happy,fun,enjoy,and cruel too..bak kata QUOTES:- walaupun die buat jahat kat kita, tapi kita tetap menerima dan memaafkannya sbb kiter sayang kat die..tp berpadala.JGN melampau sgt sblm waktunyer.so utk AUGUST2006- So far spjng 20 ari nih…mcm masam+masin+pahit+manis+gula+tensen!something jerk me out!smile..wat else2do.
p/S: to McMedSEPET@iena@NANA@yeNa :- special sympathy to u ..heard dat u had denggi? dats y i rang u..tp xleh lama.oit..shah alam byk nyamuk eh?? tula ..konyer kolam depan umah tu suruh mbsa cuci ..but i heard rumors u dated ngn ENGINEER? ahad lepas..takkan lps balik dating kna denggi kot?..kuang2..eh masuk ospital ker? n special gratitute 2u too.. apalah dosa KEMERDEKAAN KE 47 yer utk ko ngn aku..thanks ..hahaha
TO all NyOnYet Inc.. thanks for all the conceRRRn n carRRRRing sms.. my mak edah not admit yet!kna delay lak..baru tau tadi.pnat je g ospital.kalo tak sure aku bule msk ospital lagik.hehe.n it supposedly 20 AUGUST N 21ST!..maybe 20 AUGUST not sesuai at all..by the way pray for my mak edah’s heatlh!merci beaucoup.. I LOVE U!yes i love u friend!SALAM ISRAK MIKRAJ!
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p/s- hard to tell truth..
aiRia HuSni 07.19.07 @ 8:05 ambln 8 thn lps (after i jot down this blog)after almost 9 years(vice versa)
im using princessnirvana@yahoo.com…finally that login id was heck…dead!but in the otherside..princessnirvana still alive..still searching her soul.