princessnirvana

cukup sabarkah anda selama ini? cukup tabahkah anda selama ini?masih kuat lagi ker semangat anda seperti azam awal tahun? I neva imagined that i will be in this situation… really.. yearlah quite surprising when i do tell people who am i right now.. is it weird? am i peculiar girl? i dont know..

for past few months i neva discover myself dat i will BE as tough as now.people know me as joyful and playful girl N quite strict at times..yes im still.. just i quite surprising dat im become more patience.. yeah .. maybe ALLAH suits me with this job to build my kesabaran.. n i neva knw dat i have full of 360 degree’s patience.hmm…sabar separuh dr iman.. sabarnye aku..hehe..yeah sabar. keje ngn kilang, keje ngn contarctor pun tak sama rasanyer..

Biler berada si salah sebuah kolej *tut* di KL.. it reminds me of My oldies Uni.. serious $h*t i miss this old college.. i miss my old memories..miss my old friends,foes..haha..miss my kedai kuning so much.. CC BOB!! ARGHHHH.. MISS dat pasar malam.. miss my cd cetak rompak ’s suppliers.. oh my GOD.. help me!!! i wish to go there ..mesti.. im so happy that time..

gazing at the mirror …looking at them ..now i understand how big this responsibility is put on ‘mymind’…how about my shoulders?yeah,it is. how i control myself to interact and be front with them.. i always remember one of my best lecturers told us.. ‘GUYS… U HAVE TO RESPECT YOUR STUDY’S PLACE..no matter di mana…. no matter who u r.. no matter u bercouple ker, tak ker.. but the important thing is U HAVE TO RESPECT YOUR STUDY’S PLACE.baru ader berkat..there’s alot of respects.what kind of respects? tanyer diri sendiri..mungkin sebab kekunoan aku tu.. hampeh2 aku pun ‘otak’ aku yg beribu2 neutron nih masih berfungsi dgn elok lagik…alhamdulillah..

so sadly to c kemunduran org melayu yang semakin mundur.. terbelakang nyer kaum yg aku wakilkan biler aku fills the forms even melayu bukannya aku…for sure bumiputerala aku.

MMg mendap dan ketinggalanlah jika masih di perap itu.dan biler mula menerima sesuatu perubahan .. dont be too overjoyed or overshocked sampai ‘cultureshock’..pedihnyer mata melihat satu bende suci yg tibe2 kusam,busuk dan kusut menyemakkan mata..berpadala..mencube?mmg patut.. sbb idup skali.. tp jgn overshadow and overexposed mcm takde org lagik gempak dr kamu.. aper la yg gempaknyer kalo cukup berfashion,cukup berstylist even beli dr PS(yg penting cantik),dengan rambut bertempek perang (nk colour rambut pegila jumpa hairstylist yg recommended) TETAPI…belajar pun tunggang langgang..baca,faham,tulis,cakap ENGLISH satu bende pun taktahu..kalo betul nk apply modern style..be frank dgn semua..MAHATHIR KATA MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..TEPUK DADA SAMPAI MATI..JAWAPAN TETAP KAT KAMU..:).

ive been living in dis upside down duniawi for almost 25 years old.sgt cpat masa berlalu. As i mentioned AGE IS JUST THE NUMBER.. THE IMPORTANT IS THE ATTITUTE.hard ya to change our attitute to become more better and continuosly good.

looking back for wat ive done..nuthing much..hehe.and looking back for wat ive been tru..quite hard!!N too much obstacles did i faced!!alhmadulillah again that im still alive n still a seeker.~mencari keredhaan dan kerahmatanNYA.~hope my dreams come true n be a datin..haha

lurve this song even not d fans of da band..

dan ATAS NAMA CINTA
TERLAHIR AKU MELIHAT DUNIA
demi jiwa ruang batinku
kau adalah pendamping jiwa ku…

I let tha song speak itself and dedicated dis song 2 myself who has been living in arbitrary life…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2ME!!..3003..n originally arians!!smoga sentiasa berada di dlam KERAHMATAN dan KeREDHAAN NYA…AMIN!!

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16 MARCH ~ happy besday 2 u..happy besday Darling(aLa2 OAG’s song…dulu ms zmn knk2 ribena minat giller ngn band nih..gigsanasini..lanih lagu depa satu pon tak tau..)Happy BESDAY!!she USED 2 be my BESTFRIEND..n she still my BESTFRIEND..WE Befriend since i moved in 2 SMC(zmn ria JOY!!)..lurvely SKOLL..miss dis skool n d Gangz so much..:)but officially closed ms indmiddle of F2..4last3years..wif no reason..everythings chnged..Y? Y? (ala2 AMERYC)there r gap between us.. dono y..maybe sbb aku miskin kot.. x mampu nk beli merc..but who knows dlm 2-3 thn nanti aku dpt buy BMW ker..hahaha..or maybe xsama ideologi lagik kot..hurm..ntahla..i DONT CARE who u r..but then ur still my bestfriend like i knw u b4 noscarf ..i have 2 friends clb8ng the same besday on dis day.. 1 more my junior..along cnet..happy besday from chey2..

All my life im surrounding with JAN,MARCH,APRIL,MAY,JULY,SEPT,OCT,NOV,DEC’S BABIES..
yg bulan lain aderla tp tak byk cam bulan2 nih..the closest mosTly frm MAY,JULY,Oct, N MARCH ITSELF… senang citer come from same zodiak la.. mcm PISCES ikan..L.E.O mcm garang..Libra mmg ayu..OCT yg slalu mengepit aku..TAURUS the bull..CAN u IMAGINE dlm my ’spooky but lurvely family’ je  ader 4 peoples yg taurus d bull..blum lagik kire my classmates..everyday is besday.. iknew them well…huhu.. so howz march’s baby? from ‘kaji selidik DR FADHILAH KAMSAH’ ini la antaranya.. ader yg tepat,sipi dan blum lagik kat aku..but..march devided into 2-pisces and aries.. according on my date.. i was in d middle of march n april so that the combinasi of the aries is there..teringat masa ddlu pg rajin tgk MHIms zmn mat teropong sbb nktau psl pskolgynih..

manusia yg lahir pada bulan MAC

berpesonaliti yang menarik dan menawan (juz normal typical malay girl)
pemerhatian dan penilaian yang sangat tajam (yes i like 2 observe )
mudah didampingi (4sureifURsincere2bfrend)
kecenderungan untuk berdendam jika tidak dikawal (alhamdulillah blum lg.nauzubillah..)
sangat pemalu dan pemendam rasa (MeGirlnextDoor n anti sosial!!)
suka berangan-angan (ms kecik ader imagine friend-mira namadie)
sangat baik secara semula jadi (im khairiah)
suka melancong (want2go2mauritius1day)
jujur pemurah dan mudah simpati (kelemahanaku)
sangat manja dan suka diberi perhatian yang sangat tinggi  (yeker?ntah blum lagik)
sangat sensitif pada perkataan yang dituturkan dan alam persekitaran (maybe march’s bby ramai resdung kot)
kelam kabut dalam memilih pasangan (i have no idea-anybody?if yes..sofindme1)
suka pada kedamaian (suka!!sukajadi)
suka dengan hiasan rumahtangga (biasaje)
sangat peka kepada orang lain (biasajer)
punya bakat seni dalam bidang muzik  (bolehla cukup2 mkn)
Sesuai dengan kerjaya yang memberi khidmat kepada orang lain (dulu mmg bdk khidmat negara pon,PKSN’99 W.P)
kencenderungan kepada benda yang istimewa(NO IDEA)
tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah (amanah yes,kdg2 x sabar gak)
dan baik jangan terlalu moody  (bler b.e.l.o moody gak)
tahu balas budi dan tahu kenang budi (life’short!)

so life’sshort..play well.

Ada APA DENGAN NAMA?? ada BANYAK DENGAN NYA….ANYBODY knw KHAIRIAH husni OthMAN VERY well?? no body i guess.. its all about ur assumption only ..hehee..wish that my life is surrounding with friends rather than foes.. if yes..nauzubillah..ish-ish-ish..thanks friends..mcm2 jenis dan ragam manusia di luar tu.. so that i believe that i still in good zone!!! notty?? ntah..sarcastic?? ntah.. pembuli?? ntah…lurve to menjengkelkan??? ntah..hahahaha. i can say myself as a  baik..because i so baik la..ni bukan blog untuk pujian diri TeTapi..i belive that im so baik ,so naive n so nice…i did good things so deserve good things too.
wat makes me so baik?so nice?? THe ‘ thing’ that hold and prohibit me from doing bad/nutz/and neva being sluts..is  baik..it comes from the NAMA ITSELF!!! I BELIVE THAT.. ITS T.R.U.E.tHAt ’s Y our religion recommended us to give a good name 2 presents and carry for wholelife..
KHAIRIAH means that keBAIKKan wanita..HUSNI means that Kebaikkan ku.. KYRIE with the sound of carry means that pembawa…wats a tough name i have…n always stucking me on the moments either 2 fulfill my happiness OR to fullfills others satisfaction OR to attain THE  ALMIGHTY.. hmm..CLUELESS clouding me…wallahualam..

so where the airia comes from?? being as nott grandchild/girl/ and cik ‘tom’ in the spooky but lurvely family are really bothered them at all. u knw wat is CIK ‘TOM’?? ask my mum ..sothat i cant refuse my unties/uncles/cousin desire to kol me that airia juz to c me more girlish..hahaha..
LIfe has TO CHANGE..SO MUCH AFTERGLOW.. nomore jeans koyak..nomore itu..nomore ini.. byk nomore..bukan NOMOK!!TIME ALREADY OVER.. GRACE à l’amani pour créer le MizK..Merci Beaucoup to beautifool yena/shena/sarina/mdm McMed Gonzalez to kol me that…act..franklyla i really hate that name tau tak kak amani ms mula2..cela porquoi..i neva aswering u bile u kol me that..bside byk kali i ask u not 2kol me so.. but then the beautifool mcmed still using that while we having sms-ing via phone..yela kyrie tu pjg sangat..still prefer people to kol me kyriehusni sbb neva had another name since child and most of the closest friends kol me so..MizK juz being proper..
people can judge me by  their own view..terpulang… i love to speak out.. sbb tu kat skolah dulu mmg jenis di anti dan meng’anti’..haha..it was the time for me to notify myself. wat i want to REVEAL about the name itself is..i am very grateful and thankful to have this lovely name.. because its really hold and show me in my own flowla..not saying that im kuno or wat eva.. but its me.. im still have a hip and konservatif in me..but i knew how to differentiate wisely..i do surround wif pious people n i do be friend wif ’slackers’ people.most of them are my good friends.so that im just being wasatiah..thats y i said dont be TOO typical people because u juz ruined ur own views.tak salah 4 being typical..tetapi mengikut norma2/dorma2 (bukan noma) yg btull.as for me I AM STILL TYPICAL  MALAY GIRL…we can be more advance but in the good way..bukannyae lg nk menunjukkan kebodohan dan ‘kebanggangang’ kita.. even they slackers r still friend indeed..so that pious too.i wish others also be wise.. use ur own brain wisely..mana baik dan buruk..sbb itu gunanya membezakan antra manusia dan juga binatang..n dont 4get  juz be proud with ur name..:)

DOnt ever think dat ur a GOOD person than others… dont ever think that people r lousy person than u… just be grateful to being u…this typical virus really can ruined everybdys life!!

• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY Thinking that LADIES CAN’T be a police, bomba, engineer or buat keje2 seperti itu.. some woman can make a really good job sbb more concentrate by focusing that..bside of they can give a full commitment …
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY Thinking that orang yg kerja nye executives or higher level can’t be frend with lower level cam operator ke ,pembantu rendah ke or wat? maybe they dont have luck or destiny utk keje begitu tp mereka ader pengalaman or pendapat yg sma dgn kite..
• STOP BEING  TYPICAL BY Thinking dat when people  pursued thier studies in engineering or law they will n up wif being as an engineer or lawyer!!!hello.. kalo btul ader rezeki ALHAMDULILLAH..tp kalo takde knapa x grab other chances yg lebih crah!! let say if ur working at big company such as ASTRO,MAS,PROTON BUT THEN ur gaji n ur benefit are ciput than org yg kejenyer biasa2 saja tp okla utk survive n gaji dan benefit lagik bgs dr u..so saper yg rug??!!!
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING that  bile people dah successful keje MLM ,KONON can drive merc or aper2la… they cant befrend anymore ngn their oldskool freind yg dr zmn kecik2 dulu punyer byk memories.. they dont look at ur merc..they sincere 2be ur frend.. they r still ur frend even keje msg2 berbeza..rezeki Kuasa ALLAH
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY Thinking that even they r pious/ berilmu dlm beragama they cnt be freind wif freinds yg hidupnye masih mengamalkan cr idupnya ‘cucuk langit’ etc.itu kawan die ..lantakla.. as long as they know dan x melibatkan diri dlm urusan itu sudahla..
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY Thinking that LADIES CANT extremely minat football or any adventurous outdoor things!!PLZ WAKE UP N MAKE UP UR MIND..LADIES STILL LADIES..IT just the enthusiasm.
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING THAT FOOTBALL ARE FOR MAN.. IVE BEEN met boy n man yg tak suka football ..macho gak diorg..
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING when anak pak haji or anak mak aji didnt wearing tudung or  if they wearing tudung but still not in conservative attire ..u will blame the parents by saying that ‘itu pakcik rock namanye’…HAHA..assalamualaikum who r u 2 say that? byk sgt amalan yer sampai buleh make an assumption like that..iman tak dpt diwarisi.. all u have 2 do is DOA .. BYK JENIS DOA.. IF x mampu ..doakan dr dlm hati..itu lebih baik…dr u kata mcm2
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING THAT MAN YG metrosexsual are $QWK.. kalo dipikirkan balik..hidup mereka lebih terurus ,kemas,bersih,more gentle, and easy to be with dr..yg kunun2nyera HETRO tp langsung xde a good sense of man yg woman perlukan..
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING THAT Y MALAY WOMAN lg snggup choose their partner dr other races…sory to say that.. no rmnces YG ladies mahukan..but RESPECT N AMBITIOUS..itu yg Ladies mahukan..
• STOP BEING TYPICAL BY THINKING THAT TYPICAL MALAY ARE WORST!! MEREKA LEBIH CANTIK DAN CANTIK DR SEGALANYA!!

ADER PRO N CONTRA!! act byk lagik.. but then yg nyata dan jelas la yg perlu difikirkan dulu..FIKIR DGN CEMERLANG DAN SECEMERLANGNYALA MEMBUAT KEPUTUSAN.dont simply judging people when u neva knw them until u really knw them at ALL!!
BE WISE..if sakit hati dgn pandangan tu..all have 2 do  tgur and doa..like i said b4 if cant say obviously..tgur guna hati dan akal.. itu lebih baggus..n berkat..:)

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FOR THOSE WHO LIVE IN GOOD ESTEEM AND ALWAYS BELIEVE IN URSELF..BIG
APPLAUSE DEDICATED2 U.. even, gemuk,pendek ,kurang menawan, hidungpesek,mata
sepet, kurang cemerlang dlm pelajaran tp berjaya in d otherway dan mcm2 lagi.. Im so proud 2 know u…wat a good motivation n good esteem ur.x kisah pandangan org lain..

PEDULI APE untuk RENDAH DIRI…PEDULIKAN aper pandangan people terhadap kamu..
Ur Takwa,Iman,DOA,TAWAKAL,USAHA lebih penting. AS LONG AS u know wat u doing are still dlm landasan yg btul..itu lebih memadai.ur self esteem are more important.people hanya boleh memndang,memikir,memujuk,tolong aper yg patut.. tp tak pernah rase dan menghadapi aper yg kiter feel.hanye memberi nasihat ..semua orang pon boleh..BUDAK KECIK pon boleh memujuk.. tapi buleh selesai ker?
D IMPORTANT IN UR LIFE IS NOT WT HAPPND 2 U IN D PAST.. but WATS GOING 2 HAPPEN IN D FUTURE..NOT EASY TO BUILD SELF CONFIDENT..NOT EASY TO FACE D OBSTACLES, NOT EASY TO BEING URSELF!! UR SELF ESTEEM MUST BE TOUGH ENUF n UR HONOUR MUST BE BEAU … ur KENDIRI… EVERYBODY GOTS D PROBLEM  AND ITS JUST THE MATTER HOW U SOLVE THem.BELIEVE IN URSELF AND ALWAYS REMEMBER.. HIDUP SEKALI, KITA HIDUP UNTUK MEMUASKAN HATI KITA ,OUR BELOVED PARENTS, OUR SAKE FAMILY..X mudah nk puaskan hati semua orang..sbb kalo nk memuaskan hati orang lain maknanyer.. hati kita yg tak akan puas..dan sampai bile2 pon kita akan jadi rendah diri dan berada di tahap itu..

huhu…Joining d thruth or faking blogger are not me..BUT i believe dat ‘word’ are more precious when we say it and express it.. hurting others feeling’s? plz not 2 do so…pepatah Arab = mata pena lebih tajam dr mata pisau. yes.. sometimes its work!tp kalo asah mata pisau for sure boleh mati..

look at my url… i hate to use that..but both of the names are my emails.so u can mail me by choosing either 1 @ y.c. @ hotmail!..

not being snob,or being coky..i dont mind if nobody read it..haha..it just a place to share happiness and lousiness. i did blogging b4 for thrown out my angerness..that1 also no need 2 figureout…but if any of u hd drp by and read it..thanks for wasting ur time to read it..it will b pleasure if next time u can give me an idea or issue to shout out!!

1 more sorry yeah cox wen i updating my blog nanti ..sure ader sampah2 yg akan bgtau via ur emaill..so ignore it..

i guess thats my 1st intro..